I had a conversation yesterday with someone older and more mature than me. When you grow up, you watch the people around you change. She told me about someone who changed 360. It made me think, a lot. There are some people that you just see change throughout time. But then there are other people that don’t change at all. When she told about that person, I don’t know it affected me so much. It made me do a lot of thinking.
Korean Music Wave.
I went to a concert yesterday, and it was really amazing. When I watch them on Youtube, it feels like they don’t really exist. But when I saw them yesterday, they were real. It was so hard to believe. People I have been watching on the screen this entire time, in front of my very eyes. I’m sure at one point of another, everyone has wanted to be a singer, an actor, or dancer, a career choice that involved being on stage. But if only it were that easy. Idols have pretty faces, they have beautiful voices, but I look up to them because they embody our dreams.
In another month, this fantasy will end.
I just had this hella random thought because I was thinking about notes. It would be cute if someone passed notes to me in the summer and we put it in each other’s mailbox. Omgah LOOL. Okay sorry, that was so random.
Where do I belong?
Sentiments.
It’s so hard to look at you now. It’s hard to go into that house and see the pure…emptiness. It’s hard to imagine that pretty soon…I won’t be able to walk into that house freely anymore. The house that I’ve lived in for 16 years of my life. The memories I’ve made. It hurts. I’m not going to show it, but it hurts. When I step inside now, I wonder how I stop my tears from falling. I’ll grow up, and I’ll move on. But I’ll never forget it. I won’t ever forget the happy memories I had from my childhood. The only ones I’ve made. Who knows how many times I’ll be able to see you now…if I’ll be able to see you at all. I have to be honest to myself, and I know you don’t have long left. I know I’m going to cry, even though I’ll try to hold in my tears. There’s so much I want to say, if only I could get my words out.
I’ve given up asking people to hang out with me or keep me company now…all I’ve gotten are rejections. If I already know what the answer is, there’s no point in asking right? Maybe im better off being alone anyway. It’s really not that bad. Everyone has excuses up the sleeve of their hand.
Prom.
Prom was actually fun! Amazing right? I really liked the photo booth picture, I don’t know, we all look so good LOL. I’m not really in the mood to talk about it though, maybe later? I feel like ranting, but I don’t know what to rant about. There’s so many things on my mind, but I don’t know how to get them out. More like, I don’t know where to start. Bleh. I feel so jumbled. I don’t want to bother people with my problems. Even if I told them, I wouldn’t know how to get the words out. It’s not worth mentioning at all. I guess I’ll just leave it at that. It’s not that I don’t want to say how I feel, it’s that I just don’t know how to. Whatever I:.
Infinitely yours,: Just because you’re single doesn’t mean you are lonely. Being single...
Just because you’re single doesn’t mean you are lonely. Being single shouldn’t stop you from being happy. Being in a relationship shouldn’t mean that you’re always happy. No matter what relationship status you’re in, it should not be the deciding factor to your mood and to the way you chose to live your life. Moping around, wishing that your prince or princess will come around will do you no good. It’ll only make you even more depressed. You should be happy because you want to be. Take your life into your hands.
